Intentions...Late

Okay y'all. I'm trying to get back on my A game. Last week I spent a lot of time moping around in bed. It was a difficult week for me, with a few bright spots here and there, including my friend from Cali visiting, and a card in the mail from another friend. Folks are definitely kind but this unemployment shit truly sucks. Ass. On the other hand, I've learned to not give a fuck about a lot of things that used to press me. Mostly things I felt would give me social status, like how cool I was or wasn't. How cute I was or wasn't. How smart or knowledgeable other folks saw me. At this point, I'm at the igaf stage. As I go through the foolishness called "the grind," I realize more and more that I really have to depend on myself. And don't be alarmed. I still believe in community. Very much so. I KNOW my ass needs people. But I've been realizing that I need to be very strong from within, because sometimes the people just aren't there. For whatEVER reason. Not because they don't care. But because life just happens like that sometimes. It's been an interesting journey. But I'm making it through, one step at a time.

But anyway. Having said alla THAT. Here are some things I will commit to this week. And yes, some of them have already been accomplished. I'm still gon write them down.

♥Sia's Intentions for October 4th-October 10th♥

MONDAY

♥ Claim unemployment online

TUESDAY

♥ Supamovement Meeting
♥ Prepare for interview on Wednesday (youtube, clothing, metrocard money)

WEDNESDAY

♥ Interview at 1:30 PM w.Chocolate shop

THURSDAY

♥ Meet with Hanan
♥ AAPRP?
♥ Spoken word with Phoebe

FRIDAY

♥ Open Mic event (maybe)
♥ Artist date event (writing)

SATURDAY

SUNDAY

♥ Contact Billy and crew
♥ Radical Educator's Group at Bluestockings 12:30-2PM

ALL WEEK/EVERY DAY

♥ Read "Please Don't Bomb the Suburbs"
♥ Finish "The Love"
♥ Go to Bluestockings Wednesday-Saturday to read "Anarchism and Education"
♥ See Jules on Wed, Thurs or Friday
♥ Type up poems
♥ Internet graffiti-ing hehe (25+ messages)
♥ Email Keems re:next meeting