I'm going to pray for me. I'm feeling very depressed right now. Like how I was feeling about life before going to California and feeling strangely invigorated by a week in a Redwood Forest--long, random story. Basically that trip opened me up to the possibility of being in tune with my heart...of what living that way could feel like. And now...I'm kinda...back to the despair...I need to figure out my life.