OMG I just had a moment where I got embarrassed by my college self! Like, suddenly in the space of like 6 months I'm grown and shit...I was looking through facebook photos and just feel like I was such an adolescent like...I was a child! This is a new feeling, getting embarrassed by one's college self. I'm so used to being embarrassed by my high school self--but this feeling is worse!
Like...what was I on in college?? "Real life" is so different. And it feels like I've been doing it ("real life") forever.
I was so unrealistic in college. I was so out of touch with the real world in college. A whole lotta foolish masquerading as intelligence and "smartness!" I thought I knew EVERYTHING! I am surprised people still decided to peer through my weirdness and be my friend...like, I actually left college with more than one lifelong friendship...(thank you guysss!! lol) and I know I was considered a weird ass person by about 85% of the student population...yet somehow...I had a groove, a friendship group, a family...
This is just a weird feeling, looking back at a very recent version of myself and feeling so different from it. Weird!!
*I'm so random! I know. But nowadays I'm like achingly aware of it
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