Tried to turn the sauna up to hotter, drunk a whole jar of holy water, but it won't let go

Can i just thank Erykah Badu for capturing these feelins so succinctly...?

Thank you, e. badu.

I especially love the ambivalence of the last part
[just because i tell you i love you...don't mean that i do]

cuz i'm a ambivalent mofo

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Last Sunday I went to a meditation group that a buddy of mine put me onto. One of our assignments for this week is to construct a love altar, or add symbols of love to our preexisting altars. I don't have an altar, and I barely have space to construct one, but i'm really going to try tomorrow. gotta get some rose quartz

I'll let you know how it goes