Agnostic

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i think I can more accurately be described as agnostic, in terms of spirituality. Yea, I believe in (some form) of (some type) of (undefinable) divine presence, but I can't say that I always walk in the knowledge that I am protected by my spirit guardians or anything like that. I go thru phases. Sometimes I feel deeply spiritual. Other times, I feel deeply a-spiritual, especially when I start to feel like I've been using spirituality as a crutch, as something to escape into when I'm going through too much shit. But I'm definitely not atheist because I believe too many weird things (ghosts, astrology, the healing power of crystals, fate). Ahh, agnosticism. Methinks it's a space I like. Okay, I should stop avoiding leaving to go back to HU and get off the internet.